|A different kind of Mummy|
I often have feelings of envy when I hear about such plans, but then I think I'm just piggy-backing onto someone else's dreams instead of thinking about my own. You see I don't actually know what or who my authentic self even is.
Is it the shouty overwhelmed Mummy ?
Is it the barely managing to do the required hours working Mum ?
Is it the fitting in as much as possible every single day multi-tasking (out of necessity rather than choice) character ?
|Rare photo of me and my boys|
Is it the me who swims like nothing else matters 5-6 times a week ?
The me who loves animals and is so delighted that Baby Boy does too ?
The me that presents on the radio and doesn't mind if no one is listening so long as I get to do this one thing ?
Or maybe it's the me that I've rediscovered lately - the one who will do anything silly or fun to make my kids laugh ?
Hubbie always jokes that I'm a real life Miss Rabbit because I've done so many different things in my life. I'm not entirely sure if that is true - I can't fly a helicopter for a start ! I am working on becoming part of the Mummy's Fire Service though.